o...hihi...siianx...kexkex...
found out sometingx le...erm...e zi jie...
like mii...lolx...a bit curious to noe whye...
but tat was his choice le...
sho ii don tiink ii will go care lar...
nw ii still got more important tingx to go care...lol
erm...2 more days to go...
he going to leave soon ler....haiish...sure tat when he return...e first person he won look for mii de
haiish...sho sad...nvm lar...oready predict wad will happen ler..
cos in the end the same tingx will happen de...
even don understand him...but still can predict his next step...
yupp...damn du lan witt jon...wad does it mean be"sorry wor...forget uu never studt...sho tat uu dunch noe english..."
wad the f***!!!!
don let mii c uu!!! angryness...lol...
fine fine...
today at class oso very the angry!!!
cos...they keep on teasing mii...& keep saying it...very irritating...uu all know ma...
WTF!!!naii naii...
haiish...if ii say back uu ppl how uu all feel siia...
ii swear maii mood and face sure black the whole day or until dey stop those tupiie conversation...
ii nort mind tat he like mii...ii DUNCH LIKE dey keep on saying!!!!
*esther*
ANGRYNESS
lol
2:02 pm
haiish uu tiink uu got e riitex to say mii mehxx...
uu urself de attitdue oso hao bu dao na li qu lo...
haiish...if in the first place uu don say those tiings out...
ii will jus treat uu like strangers ma???
ii won!!!
ii jux wanna be ur normal frewnxxx...
tats all!!!!
haiish 4get it le...
since tiings oready become like that no point saying sho much le...
haiish...1 more week to go!!!!
haiish uu going to malaysia le!!!
haiish...will tiink of mii ma???
or not even once...ii wonder...haiish...
nn oso 1 more week to go... uu gotta giib mii the answer le....
haiish..wad answer uu will giib...
haiish...if tat day...
once uu given the answer pls...
mean uit can...haiish...
deng dai...bu shii yii ke hen hao de jue diing....
er jiie...bu huii hen hao shou de...
haiish...
ii swear b4...b4 ii know who am ii to uu...
nn both of us de relationship iish wad...ii won call uu *laogong* le...
bud now...iin blog...po lii yii cii...
laogong...
haiish ytd ii cry not jux becox...ur smile was native like a baby...
nn not becox ur smile iish cute...
iish becos...
ii scare ii no longer can like tat see uu smile le...
haiish...ii left onlii 1 week...
haiish...
once everyting was say clear liaoxx...
the way uu treat mii cant be like tat le...
haiish...esther was jux sho damn blurred...
really hope to...
stick witt uu 184...
being ur stead nn stay by ur side 184...
as long as uu ask miie stay...
ii promise no matter wad ii won leave...
ii will jux lent mii shoulder nn ear whenever uu need some1 to talk to...
ii will!!!
will ii get the chanmce den???
*esther*
ii really love you lotxxx
laopo love laogong!!!! 184 3344
10:31 am
haiish..jux iin bad mood...don wanna c him at all...
round him de all iish galx...
whye mux be miie...
ii am not e wan he looking for wad...
haiish...wad he wan...wad he need...
ii dono...
haiish...ii am jux like an idiot...
ii hate him...
whye everytime becox of him...ii will become like tat...
haiish...did he he ever tiink bout how ii feel ma???
why you need to do tis to miie???
did u ever tiink it iish unfair to miie ma???
ii am jux a gal who jux looking for a everlastin love onlii...
why why mus let miie tiink tat u need miie...
which actually u don need...
ii am jux yur MEII...
ii cant jealous...ii sant ask anyting related to u...ii cant...why...
wadever u need de wasnt miie...u miiss de wasnt miie neither....
ii dislike tis kind of relationship...
ii can onlii hold ur hand...hug u in the dark...haiish...
ii am jux like a 3rd party...
haiish...ii hate u!!!
maii hand...maii wrist..all becox...u hurt miie!!!
*esther*
ii hate you...
bastard....
1:19 pm
jus leave mii alone can...
u let mii feel tat ii am a 3rd party...do u know tat!!!
if in the 1st place ii knew tat u still like mii de hua...ii won get closer to u at all & totally!!!
haiish...yupp ii am the one at fault...ii ruin everyting u should haf...
as ii say if in the 1st place ii noe everyting...ii will not be even yur frewn at all...
haiish... yupp ii am cruel...& tat iish wad ii born to be...
wad can ii do...since sec 1 until now oso lyk tat...go ask maii frewnx...
once ii know the gut ii treated as frewnx...& he lyk miie...e onlii ting ii will do iish...
AVOID HIM...as far as possible...
& ii din say & do anyting b4 to let u tink tat ii lyk u!!!
sho wad if laii you & weldon told u...
ii don tink u are tat blurred...
how would u go believe leii...
haiish u tink ii really like to avoid u huh...
miie yii zii onlii treat u as maii frewn onlii!!!
haiish all those ii say now might be cruel...
but let ppl hate as in ii diin do anyting iish very the yuan wang...
u know ma!!!
dear dear...haiish...
ii dono wad to do le la...haiish ytd quarrel witt u...
ii cried le lo...haiish...u mistooken everyting!!!
u tot tat miie & her was e same!!!
but the ting iish II AM NOT!!!
haiish...all up to u la...
he got stead liao de...& u know who iish it de lo...
haiish...dono wad to say le la...
know tat u tis few days din sleep hao...cos u worry forr jon...
don tell miie u don care...
ii know u jus couldn't leave him alone de lo...
haiish...u can say & do de...already done le...
it wasn't yur fault if he refuse to listen...
if in the end he realli got into trouble de hua...
onlii can blame himself for not listening to u all de advise!!!
haiish...see u like tat...ii really dono wad should ii do to make u smile like b4 again...
haiish really sad!!!
*esther*
really sad to see *yeww* like tat...
sObbiiE ='(
mUacCkkXxx
9:56 am
haiish...sad larr...lolxxx..
siianxx...now iin com lab...doing nth...
uu know marr...ii am still waiting...
ferr wad he wanna tell miie...
haiish...he say wait until his tiings being settle hao lerr...
den tell miie...den may ii know...
ii gotta wait how long again???
haaish...actually tot...dat day coming soon lerr...
bud ytd...his tiings & schdule...
full again...
den our tiings leii???
when? ii know ii can't force hym to giib miie the answer now...hw very fan...
ii know ii all know...
bud it iish still unfair towards miie...
did he know dat...
haiish...
ii need tuu wait how long...
he really understand wad ii need marr?
ii really dislike holding his hand in the dark...
& ii can't let anyone knowing dat...
haiish...
ii am jux like a third party worr...
haiish...
ii really dono larr...
or iish it he never tiink before tuu tell miie anything...
& he don really bother onlii...
he jux don care how ii feel...
haiish...whye???
all tis iish wad he wan???
if dat iish sho ii jux wanna say...
DEN JUX LEAVE MIIE ALONE...
ii know yur tiings...184 can't settle finish de...
sho you are jux trying tuu lat miie wait 184 onlii...
haiish...
if one dae ii really got no more strength tuu wait lerr...
den how?? should ii tell you?dan wad if..during miie waiting de period...
you again aii shang another gal...
den miie how???
again...wait ferr nth ma???
ii don wan...you say before won leave miie alone de...
you say de...
still rmb ma???
you promise miie de tiings still rmb ma???
on june tat tyme you still rmb you promise to bring miie go where ma???
or...you 4get everytiing le???
sad...
ii really sad...
ii wana play _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ iish becox...
ii really got hurt le...
totally....
*esther*
really dono le la...
sObbiiEE... ='(
ii rellii xii huan nii...
muackkxxx...
1:56 pm
yea ii am back agai lerr...lolxx...
now at libaray...erm...
witt ys derr jiie jiie...
cos she sae tat her mood not good...
den jiiu come out peii her lorr...haiish...
verii angry witt the dono who arr...
bully miie derr ah dii &maii meoww meoww...
bleahhxx...but already ask maii gor gor help miie go settle lerr...
lolxxx...gor gor yeww derr most good derr...
ltrr can go c maii baObEiixx liaox...
xiin xii lorr...hahahas...
tat day ii did promise her tuu buy stickers giib her derr...
but cos something happen jiiu never go find her lerr...
but ltrr ii am going tuu find her...den shun pian pass it tuu her lorr...
lolxxx...hope she will like it...kexkex...^^
xiin xii mus jiiayou worr...lolxx...
happy oso lorr...
lolxxx...gort 1 turtle going home late todae...
sho ii can play witt miie baObEiixx liaox...
ii don care.she iish mine..lolxxx...
kexkex...gotta study and do miie homework lerr...
kexkex...haiish...never listen tuu wad teacher say iin class lorr...
totally don understand...
maii n level wan dan liaox lorr...sure die...
haiish...don even know can come back for sec 5 marr...
lolxxx...
jiiayou worr...
all miie friends...
must come back for sec 5 nehxx...
gogogo!!! jiia you..kkaes...gotta go study lerr...
tata...
*esther*
muackxxx...^^
jiiayou
happy oweas nehxxx...
love yeww kexkex...
3:30 pm
hihi...hahas...now at loong xiian gor gor hse worr...
siianx...jus eat maii lunch barr lerr...kexkex...now got a bit sleepy lerr...
wanna go oror lerr...kexkex...haiish
oweas feel tat ii change alot lerr...
iin sense of...towards frewnx derr attitude...
haiish totally change lerr...
haiish dono whye oso leii...
bud tiink will get better derr barr...
and den maybe even...chao jiia leii...ii wonder...
haiish...
at canteen jux now...
wolala...
ii go hit the *turtle* hahas(laii you lo)
nth tuu d marr...lolxxx...
den miie buying food go gor gor hse eat...
lolxxx...
saw another wu liaox derr turtle...
say the veg iish sa gua...
lolxxx...
kexkex...den ii slient laugh lorr...
lolxxx...
haiish siianxx...
still angry witt the jeremy lo...
he iish a pig...ii hate wad ever he say lorr...
lolxxx...gotta go lerr...
wanna oror lerr...
kexkex...
feel lyk playing basketball worr...
lolxxx...
but tuu bad...onlii a few ppl onlii...
cos wanna take the basketball tuu chu qii lol...
hao larr...
gotta go lerr larr...
niitexx...buaii buaii...
*esther*
muackxxx....
love yeww onlii lorr...
lolxxx
2:25 pm
